So, i guess, this is goodbye. I wanted to name this post as " Official Goodbye " but it won't be official until the list comes out. I'm quite sure that this would be goodbye. Yesterday, my day started off with a bad news.
Amanda said, "Jia Sheng, Mr. Elvin just told me that there will be streaming next year."
"Oh really? It's okay.", i replied.
It's actually not okay at all cause I did quite badly in my exams and now, I'm certain that I will be leaving. Can't blame anyone, though, it was I who did not study hard enough. I've never achieved anything in life. Just when I think that I've finally achieved something, the world has to take it away from me. I thought for the first time I can be proud of myself, be proud of the guy who looks like me in the yearbook but apparently, no. I thought one day, I could show people my yearbook, point at myself and tell them, " Hey, look at this guy. He was nothing, he had only got two A's in his UPSR. But in his last two years of school, he got into the best class and was in the prefectorial BOD. ". I think all this will just remain as dream. Truth be told I'm leaving.
Well, I don't want to get all emotional. Almost all my readers know that I had been very depressed at the beginning of the year. Lately, I did not even mention the word "depress" in my post. I wouldn't have healed that fast if not because of some of the very supportive friends I have. Also, not until I learnt to be open-minded and tell people what I'm actually keeping inside. I also must thank them for tolerating me and not find me annoying when I repeat the same thing over and over again. Thanks for being such a good listener and for knowing what to say whenever i feel down.
After I leave, I don't think I would be as motivated to study as I am now. Things won't be the same. Class will never be as fun as it is now. I won't have good memories that involve the whole class anymore. No one will force me to face my problem instead of running away from it anymore.
Guess what, I used to be afraid to talk to Sean, Ikhwan, Sean and the gang cause I was afraid. The most I would say was "Hello.". I always thought that they are some popular kids and I'm just one of the "not so cool" kids. After knowing them for a year, I found out that they were not so bad to mix with. But I'm still actually afraid to mix with them.
My class has lots of students, extraordinary students. They are basically all caring, friendly, fun to be with, supportive and united. I really don't want to leave this class. I don't want this amazing memories to end so fast. Next year would be my senior year and I don't want it to be disastrous. I want it to be as wonderful as this year. I don't want anyone to forget me and i don't want to forget anyone, especially the memories that we had together.
"LONG LIVE ALL THE MOUNTAINS WE'VE MOVED
LONG LIVE ALL THE MAGIC WE'VE MADE
I HAD THE TIME OF MY LIFE FIGHTING DRAGONS WITH YOU
LONG LONG LIVE THE LOOK ON YOUR FACE"
-Taylor Swift, Long Live
Long Live all the memories we had. This is the BEST CLASS anyone can ask for .
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| Tell me, where can you find a teacher who invites all her students to her wedding. |
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| Tell me, where can you find a classmate that leaves all his things in school and don't bother. |
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| Tell me, where can you find a friend that bothers to reteach you when your teacher teaches you the wrong thing. |
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| Tell me, where can you find the smartest kid with so much feelings. |
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| Tell me, where can you find the smartest kid who make the whole class emotional just by posting 2 comments. |
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| Tell me, where can you find a friend who knows how to kill the sad moments by asking you to pay her . |
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| no doubt, it is the BEST ! |
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| Look what Jason did to us all, sad. |
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| I'm sorry, I don't think i can do it. |
PLEASE, PLEASE. DON'T LET THESE MEMORIES END. DON'T LET IT END SO FAST.
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| TELL ME, WHERE CAN YOU FIND A CLASS LIKE THIS. |
P.S : Thanks Jia Yong for being the class's photographer, the memory keeper.
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