i was like " Oh my god , i'm back to hell. " when i got back .

camp was great , well , most of it is . i'm so glad i went to camp because i got to take a break from all the yelling in hell . i've never hated this place sooo much . that is why i do so little talking nowadays and replied in a i-don't-feel-like-talking tone . i wanna RUNAWAY .

YOU HAVE TURNED MY TEENAGE LIFE UPSIDE DOWN . 

you made me want to runaway . you made me want to lock myself in the room every day .

 now i know what you felt and that was why you never came back ;

i'm gonna do that too . 

i've never want to name this place as hell , i swear , but that is the only way i can feel better .