the world is changing and so are you

too much thing happened at a time .

i felt so lost .

everyone's changing .

i don't know them anymore .

i wish this year had never come .

i dropped more tears this year than hearing my own laughter .

i don't know who i really am to you all now .

i thought i found the place where i fit in the best .

i want you guys back .

LIM KAR YEAN , YEOW WEI KEE , LEONG KAH YAN and TAN JIN LI !

i need you guys so badly now .

i can't trust anyone anymore besides you guys .

can't the others see that i'm faking a smile .

i wish you guys are by my side now .

keeping feelings in your heart all alone is the toughest thing on earth .

i'm not going to read the convo .

i don't want to know anything .

knowing nothing is the best thing for me now .